December 2012
1 post
Its been ages
I was happy. Or so I thought… I read my last few entries and I realized I was not happy at all. I wasn’t then and I definitely am not now. I got the commitment I was after from a gorgeous gorgeous 32 year old guy who literally took my breath away every time I saw him. I was excited to see him. He made me smile every time I saw him and made me laugh every time we spoke. He told me he...
June 2012
10 posts
Friend or Foe??
Recently I posted about a friend and how she was definitely not real or there for me in a time when I truly needed her to be. Instead, she played victim to a situation and relationship which really had nothing to do with her.
Flashback to Summer 2010 when I was in the stages of rekindling a romance with a former bf (this story really has no relevance as I am no longer WITH that guy but it has...
Real People!
They’re the one’s who tell you like it is without hurting your feelings.
Where to begin. This is all just turning into verbal bitch complain bitch complain. All I have done all weekend is study. I may regret not studying hard enough tomorrow, but that is tomorrow after I write an exam. Its just, there are things which I needed to get off my chest.
Today I had an entire conversation...
We are all GREY
Once upon a time, we lived in this amazing world of colour. Where things made sense. Where people had morals, values, principles and something to believe in. People used to make sense. Communication used to be different and people definitely used to be more direct rather than not. Dating used to be different, and it just seemed that it never used to be complicated. Now, all of a sudden, all this...
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Am I sabotaging myself??
Now this next story I am going to share is just friggin stupid. Like really, why do people cheat?? I’ve been cheated on and it sucks. I wasn’t even upset when it happened to me, just really, really pissed off and had no problem sharing my frustration with him. Basically, he got caught and I called him out on it complete psychobitch style. I never want to be that person ever...
WTF is going on!
This past weekend has been an epic FAIL. Now, in an attempt not to sound like a complainer, I will simply sum it up into a sentence: Midterms are stressing me out, hurting my back and making me procrastinate. That basically sums it up.
I also need to learn how to get my priorities straight. I did NOT go out on Saturday night, but rather, opted for a quiet night in with my Introduction to...
May 2012
12 posts
We constantly need to be reminded...
Life is not that bad. It could be way worse.
This week has just been super weird, and its only Wednesday. Monday: weird, Tuesday: worse, and today I just feel stressed out. I don’t know how to manage my time and its giving me anxiety…crazy mad anxiety! There’s just not enough time in the day to do everything. And this week, I’ve been in a big funk and don’t really...
Love & Attraction
I was talking to a girlfriend of mine about dating, love and relationships. One thing to keep in mind before reading this entire thing is we are both single and I for one have been in a few long term relationships which obviously failed..
The most interesting thing that came up in this conversation was the whole concept of attraction. As mentioned, I have had enough relationships/encounters with...
Can we live without the drama?
I recently found myself in a weird situation…everything was “fine” and it began to freak me out. One thing you need to understand is, in my life, nothing is ever fine. There have been days, weeks and even months where I have felt everything has been completely normal, in the sense that there is no drama, no nonsense, just normal “boring” life. So then why is it I have...
Hey Guys, My name is blah blah and I look like...
Recently, I came across someone I work with who decided to share a story about how she is going to be getting HEAD TO TOE plastic surgery. I am so passionate about body image that I had to share my thoughts on it.
I ended up having a long winded discussion and debate about why one would want to go through the physical pain and mental ordeal of changing their appearance to the point where they...
Tickets While Walking and Texting?
Now this is the most ridiculous thing ever. A pedestrian is walking and God forbid, they stop paying attention and bump into another person? How hard can a bump really be? Jaywalking, yes. That is just pure stupidity and these stupid people should be taught a lesson. If they want to issue tickets to people simply walking down the street, not harming anyone or themselves, then I completely...
Gluten Free the way to Be?
Let me start off by saying I am soooooo OVER Kim K having her own personal opinion on diets and weight loss and whatever. Firstly, her quick trim product is just a marketing hoax so she can add to her millions of dollars she already has, secondly, yes, she has a hot body, but we all don’t have the luxury of doing nothing with our lives and call it work, in addition to her trainers and...
Sleep is Important
Yeah, its logical but then at the same time, I didn’t realize exactly how important sleep is not only for the way you look but for your mental well being. I’ll give you the perfect example…I have spent countless hours of my life losing sleep…worrying, thinking, DWELLING, whatever you wanna call it. Last week, I told myself that enough of this b/s. Why the hell am I sitting...
The Biggest Winner
Last night I watched the season finale of The Biggest Loser: Season of no excuses. The finale is always my favourite episode because I am just blown away by everyone’s results.
I began watching this season of no excuses and quickly realized I like millions of other people trying to achieve their fitness goals were making ridiculous excuses such as, “I don’t have time to go to...
T+D = :(
T is for thinking while D is for dwelling. And what a dwelling of a day it has been today..and its not even 6pm! I have 2 really good hearted friends, both the nicest women you will find and both looking for love, both stuck on the wrong guys. Yeah right, what do I know? I’m 25 yrs old, but I am a sucker for love stories and neither of these girls have a love story more than they have an...
April 2012
9 posts
I think too much!
Some might say that my thoughts are probably my downfall. Every great and epic character in any book has a fatal flaw. Mine just so happens to be my non stop thoughts. Yes, they have made sense from time to time, but at the same time as getting great epiphanies, I’ve somehow somewhere managed to make absolutely no sense. However, it has helped me discover great mysteries, i.e.: any...
Is thin IN??
This is probably going to be the most outrageous thing I have ever acknowledged, wrote and somewhat said out loud, but I can’t help but wonder, is thin in?
I have had a love/hate relationship with weight, fast food addictions and broken relationships, which have all contributed, in my mind, to a lowered sense of self. In November, I made a commitment and goal to lose weight and reach my goal...
I DID IT!
On Sunday April 15th, I participated in the 28th annual Vancouver Sunrun! There was just over 48000 participants and it was when I made my list, I began training for it.
Actually, the story of how I decided to do the Sunrun was pretty random. I was talking to one of my girlfriends from work and I was complimenting how she looked so thin these days! She told me she’s been eating healthy and...
History Lesson #2
2011 must have been the most emotionally draining year of my life. I was in love with a guy who I thought the world of. Our relationship was more of a rollercoaster ride than it was anything else. We had our ups and downs. It was like this…when it was good, it was AMAZING and when it was bad, it was like all shit had hit the fan. Was he a good guy, overall, sure, he is. But did he have faults?...
A History Lesson
Here I am, young, wild, fun and free. A pretty girl, shopaholic, quirky yet intelligent personality who has been trying to lose “10 pounds” since I can remember. A bit about me: I am a 25 year old university graduate, whose weight has been the subject of absolutely everything. All throughout high school, I managed to stay a consistent weight. Who would have thought those dreaded gym...
